but naming numbers and figures just might result in me actually getting what it is that I want
and I'm not sure I want that.
But you know what it's like
having a goal
an attainable goal
something that might be possible
but for one fatal flaw
one person standing in the way, who
for a variety of reasons
you can't force aside,
shouldn't force aside
might regret forcing aside.
Yeah, I'm sure you know what it's like
And we just have to wait, don't we.


blogging has ruined me for real life. meaning i can't write an actual essay. it all ends up sounding poetic and VAGUE.