my adventures go something like
"hey wanna go watch a movie?"
my entire life is spent watching others
galavanting about
doing
perhaps this is merely the plight of the youngest child
and it would all be different
if I were twelve, seven, or even three years older
I would be less of a constant
and instead an enigma
People would inquire
"what's she up to these days?"
and the answer would be endless
I want a life they'd make movies about
Perhaps not an action or a blockbuster
maybe an introspective indie film
at least that
but instead I sit down to a movie
and watch others live for me.
It reminds me of a song (I like the scrubs version best)
Waiting For My Real Life To Begin
word.